Post by Bloodz4life on Jun 9, 2006 11:49:46 GMT -5
Hopeless Intentions
Part I - The Beginning
Friday - September 15th - 3am
She stood in silence, alone with the finest eyes
Sorrowed sighs spoke volumes in shots for her cries
Inside she’s alone, outside a clone of her friends
A diamond in the rough, but behind them she fends
Off the ends of course stares of why she is there
As her friends pair off, & toss her feelings without a care
No guy dares to close in, but tonight Ive been soaked in
An ocean of liquor & she sits there in clouds, unspoken
Approaching with suave, I become lost in her beauty
Smoothly, I drop a line, a little something bout “you and me”
She looked at me with captivated acception, not used to attention
And with no intentions, I leaned over to ask some questions
I mentioned my address, a number & thought no less
Both of us wrecked, & around it seemed everyone had left
Set in our own world, where her girls & my boys were gone
A swan for a king, a pawn for a queen, seemed to have spawned
She longed for love, she was a dove to gorgeous to approach
But our notions & intentions, were collected in hopes
To invoke a relationship with a plethora days to kiss
But tonight we dismissed long terms for a quick turn of bliss
And she’d insist, that tonight was luck & a drunken fling
Or so it seemed…
Saturday - September 16th - 11am
My eyes were in dreams, cracked a bit with past rings
I imagined the things I did last night, I had quite alot to drink
A quick sink under my sheets, but it seemed a bit damp
My pants disappeared, it was clear, the nights venture advanced
I glanced over to my phone, I was alone, I guess she had left
& with a breathe, I saw 7 missed calls, & 15 messages unread
Jess, Jess, Jess, Jess, Brian, Dominick, & then again it was Jess
I ventured to check my texts, I was a bit vexed to see what they said
“Last night was great, I cant wait to see you again”…
And most read the similar, 10 of the 15 messages Jess had sent
But I didn’t know a Jess, so I dared to guess she was the girl I met
A bit stressed I laid back to rest, & within seconds a destined call
I sprawled for my cell, & a cold chill fell, along with my jaw
Incoming Call From Jess…
And So Began The Start Of Hopeless Intentions…
Part II - Expect The Unexpected
I stared for second, and questioned the intentions of this call
My senses saw no reason, but my body did not follow at all
“Hello Paul, its me Jess, but I bet you could have guessed.”
“Yes, I knew it was you.” my mind lost on what to say next
“We were a mess last night, but you remember everything right?
Im not like that, in fact last night my first, but such a delight”
I had to fight back my gasps, I knew this call wouldn’t be the last
“I feel like an ass. You really never done this in the past?”
I asked in desperation, in hopes that she was faking for a laugh.
“That’s the truth Paul, you’re all Ive ever had, but don’t worry
You’re certainly in for more, if you’re sure you wont hurt me!”
“Isn’t it early to think relationships?” I was quick to address
“I guess”, her voice seemed stressed; “Lets just keep it fun Jess.”
I pressed for agreement, vehemently listening for an answer
“Fine, fuck you! I thought I loved you!”; then she hung up in anger.
Not very standard, but I ignored that fact, now that she gone
And on that note I sighed in relief, which was completely wrong
And The Days Pass…
Part III - Broken Smiles
Thursday - September 21st - 2am
My eyes glazed over, Ive gazed at the television for hours
Limelight showers my face, shades of exhaustion take power
As a sour ring becomes louder, a certain alertness towers
Over my coward bliss, & as quick as the ring, I winged for my phone
“Hello” I said slow, a low buzz rung, & I felt awkwardly alone
I roamed for a voice, I could hear the faint noise of a bar behind
“Im really drunk Paauull!” she slurred with intoxicated sighs.
“Im suuurprised you picked, but I guess its my luck this time.
Im sorry if I waked you, you know I don’t hate you”, she whined
“Jess” I replied, as my heart died; “Are you alright? Do you need a ride?”
“Im fiinneee, I can still drive.” forced to swallow my pride I said
“Ill pick you up instead.” Id rather risk it then hear of her being dead.
My head was full of questions, not to mention how she has acted before
Sure she was strange, a bit deranged, but Id do the same if I was floored
I ignored my subconscious that was honestly just a bit distressed
“Jess, where are you?” …”The Brass Mug. Thanks Paul Im a mess.”
And The Minutes Pass…
She stood outside, her eyes focused as I pulled up to the bar
From a far she looked fine, before stumbling to find the car
“Are you ok? You look drunk”, & no answer as if she was stumped
“Umm, Ill be fine, please just drive home. Ill try not to throw up.”
She hugged her chest, so I told her to just rest her head for a sec.
“Lets play a game.” a sudden claim, her soberness came just the same
“Say you never met me, I bet you still wouldn’t be ashamed.
Im just a game to you. Just lay too take home, & fuck with for a night.
Is that right Paul?… Please tell me Paul, am I fucking right?”
A light passed before eyes, she laid on a surprise of my life
“Alright, alright. Jess you might be take this to far tonight.
Can we talk this over later, maybe in safer place to drive?”
Her eyes held sorrowed cries, in them I felt myself so alive
& she sighed, took a deep breathe, and calmly said,
“Maybe we can live together, if we were both dead.”
& as I sped, she grabbed the wheel, arms steel made a quick jerk
The earth let go of my car, the stars smiled, before the grim dirt
And my broken smile, complemented her sinister smirk
And The Lives Pass…
Part I - The Beginning
Friday - September 15th - 3am
She stood in silence, alone with the finest eyes
Sorrowed sighs spoke volumes in shots for her cries
Inside she’s alone, outside a clone of her friends
A diamond in the rough, but behind them she fends
Off the ends of course stares of why she is there
As her friends pair off, & toss her feelings without a care
No guy dares to close in, but tonight Ive been soaked in
An ocean of liquor & she sits there in clouds, unspoken
Approaching with suave, I become lost in her beauty
Smoothly, I drop a line, a little something bout “you and me”
She looked at me with captivated acception, not used to attention
And with no intentions, I leaned over to ask some questions
I mentioned my address, a number & thought no less
Both of us wrecked, & around it seemed everyone had left
Set in our own world, where her girls & my boys were gone
A swan for a king, a pawn for a queen, seemed to have spawned
She longed for love, she was a dove to gorgeous to approach
But our notions & intentions, were collected in hopes
To invoke a relationship with a plethora days to kiss
But tonight we dismissed long terms for a quick turn of bliss
And she’d insist, that tonight was luck & a drunken fling
Or so it seemed…
Saturday - September 16th - 11am
My eyes were in dreams, cracked a bit with past rings
I imagined the things I did last night, I had quite alot to drink
A quick sink under my sheets, but it seemed a bit damp
My pants disappeared, it was clear, the nights venture advanced
I glanced over to my phone, I was alone, I guess she had left
& with a breathe, I saw 7 missed calls, & 15 messages unread
Jess, Jess, Jess, Jess, Brian, Dominick, & then again it was Jess
I ventured to check my texts, I was a bit vexed to see what they said
“Last night was great, I cant wait to see you again”…
And most read the similar, 10 of the 15 messages Jess had sent
But I didn’t know a Jess, so I dared to guess she was the girl I met
A bit stressed I laid back to rest, & within seconds a destined call
I sprawled for my cell, & a cold chill fell, along with my jaw
Incoming Call From Jess…
And So Began The Start Of Hopeless Intentions…
Part II - Expect The Unexpected
I stared for second, and questioned the intentions of this call
My senses saw no reason, but my body did not follow at all
“Hello Paul, its me Jess, but I bet you could have guessed.”
“Yes, I knew it was you.” my mind lost on what to say next
“We were a mess last night, but you remember everything right?
Im not like that, in fact last night my first, but such a delight”
I had to fight back my gasps, I knew this call wouldn’t be the last
“I feel like an ass. You really never done this in the past?”
I asked in desperation, in hopes that she was faking for a laugh.
“That’s the truth Paul, you’re all Ive ever had, but don’t worry
You’re certainly in for more, if you’re sure you wont hurt me!”
“Isn’t it early to think relationships?” I was quick to address
“I guess”, her voice seemed stressed; “Lets just keep it fun Jess.”
I pressed for agreement, vehemently listening for an answer
“Fine, fuck you! I thought I loved you!”; then she hung up in anger.
Not very standard, but I ignored that fact, now that she gone
And on that note I sighed in relief, which was completely wrong
And The Days Pass…
Part III - Broken Smiles
Thursday - September 21st - 2am
My eyes glazed over, Ive gazed at the television for hours
Limelight showers my face, shades of exhaustion take power
As a sour ring becomes louder, a certain alertness towers
Over my coward bliss, & as quick as the ring, I winged for my phone
“Hello” I said slow, a low buzz rung, & I felt awkwardly alone
I roamed for a voice, I could hear the faint noise of a bar behind
“Im really drunk Paauull!” she slurred with intoxicated sighs.
“Im suuurprised you picked, but I guess its my luck this time.
Im sorry if I waked you, you know I don’t hate you”, she whined
“Jess” I replied, as my heart died; “Are you alright? Do you need a ride?”
“Im fiinneee, I can still drive.” forced to swallow my pride I said
“Ill pick you up instead.” Id rather risk it then hear of her being dead.
My head was full of questions, not to mention how she has acted before
Sure she was strange, a bit deranged, but Id do the same if I was floored
I ignored my subconscious that was honestly just a bit distressed
“Jess, where are you?” …”The Brass Mug. Thanks Paul Im a mess.”
And The Minutes Pass…
She stood outside, her eyes focused as I pulled up to the bar
From a far she looked fine, before stumbling to find the car
“Are you ok? You look drunk”, & no answer as if she was stumped
“Umm, Ill be fine, please just drive home. Ill try not to throw up.”
She hugged her chest, so I told her to just rest her head for a sec.
“Lets play a game.” a sudden claim, her soberness came just the same
“Say you never met me, I bet you still wouldn’t be ashamed.
Im just a game to you. Just lay too take home, & fuck with for a night.
Is that right Paul?… Please tell me Paul, am I fucking right?”
A light passed before eyes, she laid on a surprise of my life
“Alright, alright. Jess you might be take this to far tonight.
Can we talk this over later, maybe in safer place to drive?”
Her eyes held sorrowed cries, in them I felt myself so alive
& she sighed, took a deep breathe, and calmly said,
“Maybe we can live together, if we were both dead.”
& as I sped, she grabbed the wheel, arms steel made a quick jerk
The earth let go of my car, the stars smiled, before the grim dirt
And my broken smile, complemented her sinister smirk
And The Lives Pass…
